The 50 Questions!

I chose to do the 50 questions tag! :) Have fun!

Are you ready to answer these questions honestly even if it starts to get hard? I’m all pumped now!

You never know what you got until you lose it? True or false? True that!

Wallpaper on your phone? A picture of me!

What is the last thing you drank today? A cup of Twister apple.

Where would I have found you last night at 11pm? Grocery shopping with house mates.

Who was the last person to say 'love you' to you? Mum! 

Do you care what people think of you? At times, yes.

Do you dislike anyone at this moment in time? Yes. 

Any up coming events you're excited about? Eid. 

What's your plans for next Friday? Eid preparation.

Ever liked someone who was married? Nope.

Have you ever eaten a live fish? No! 

Who is your last text from and what does it say? From Kuljeet, "All cool my dear.The kebudayaan ppl took my number.Thanks for ur prayers". :) 

Are you texting anybody? Nope.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to? Yes! 

Was it a boy or a girl to text you first today? Guy.

Who was the last person you talked to on the phone & what did you talk about? Kuljeet, on his show at Pahang. He needed some motivation!

Do you curse in front of your parents? Nope.

Who pissed you off yesterday? No one.

Does anyone hate you? I think someone out there behind those shrubs hates me. 

Who was the last person that could tell something was wrong with you? Kuljeet

Ever cheated on someone who was cheating on you? Immature aint it?

Have you ever felt replaced? Kinda..

Are you open about your feelings or closed off? Closed off. Not everyone knows how I feel.

Think a lot before you fall asleep? Alot.

What were you doing at 4am? Sleeping 

Are you a jealous person? Very seldom, though.

Do you like to sleep? Yes.

How many tattoos do you have? None. 

How many piercings do you have? Two on each ears...

Last movie you saw in theaters? X-Men : First Class

What are you doing right now? This and chatting.

Do you wish you were somewhere else right now? Home.

What did you do yesterday? Paper works up to 5am. 

What are your favorite colour(s)? Purple,White,Turquoise  

How tall are you? 5ft 8'

Are you happy right now? I’m feeling neutral.

Are you ever paranoid when someone doesn't message you back for a while? Yes!

Why aren't you dating the last person who you texted? Cos we are friends!

Do you honestly have feelings for someone at the moment? Yeap!

Is there anything upsetting you? My sinus and migrain!

Do you sing in the car? I even sing when I have a sore throat

Do you wear shoes in your house or take them off? Off.

When you watch movies at home, do you like the lights on or off? I rarely watch movies, but I prefer it with the lights off.

What do you do when something's wrong? Go quiet. Say I'm fine? I usually stay quiet, but it depends on the capability of the person who's gona listen and advice me.

What did you even do today? Sleep, bathe, eat, blogged, chatted, texted, worked and studied.

Whαt ruined your dαy todαy? Nothing much. It’s going strong! And it’s 10.23 p.m. already!

Whαt do you heαr αt this moment? The fan, and "The Power of Love" on my phone. 

Reαdy for winter to come? We don’t get winter. So.. Yeahhhhh...

What αre you weαring right now? Shorts and a sleeping tee!

Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to? Yeah! 

Are you missing someone right now? No..
Hαve you cried this week αt αll? No.

Are there some songs you cαn't listen to becαuse they remind you of someone? Yes.

Whαt αre you doing tonight? Text, read, blog a bit more (maybe)..

Wαnt someone bαck in your life? My nanaji.

Hαs αnyone disαppointed/upset you recently?  Yeah.

Hαs αnyone put their αrms αround you in the pαst 5 days? Dont really remember! 

Where were you αt 7:17 PM lαst night?  Break-fasted at KL with my parents.

Hαve you ever kissed someone that was just α friend? I dont remember! Daymmm!

If you found out your friend wαs smoking weed, would you be disαppointed? Yes!

Do you look people in the eye when you tαlk to them? Yes, I do.

Do you get drunk every weekend? Not me. 

Is the last person you texted attractive? To others, yes. To me no.

What are you most excited for right now? Spm to over and get into Uni!

Do you ever keep arguing when you know you're wrong? I do for a short bit but then I stop. Lol it’s just how I do it!

How did you get your last bruise? I cant recall. :x

What is the latest you've stayed up in the past week? Over 48 hours.

Last time you went swimming? Like three weeks ago, in my apartment.

Have you kissed someone who smokes weed? Haha, nope!

Haha it’s fun playing some mind games with you lot :)

Do you listen to your friends when they tell you a boy or girl is bad for you? Depends.

Do you like lightning? I secretly like how it sounds. 

How many people do you know of name Adam? Adam Lambert!

Are any of your friends cheerleaders? Yeap, an entire group.

Is your current hair colour mostly your natural hair colour? My current hair is my natural hair..

What’s on your bedroom floor right now? My bag, my books and a few cd's !

Would you rather be mad or sad? Damn, none of it!

Are your parents strict? Very strict indeed.

What’s something that someone can do that really bothers you? People who are rude and not hygiene!

Did you ever want to change your name when you were younger? Not that I can remember of. I like my name!

What are you freakishly obsessed with? Cheese cakes! 

Are you named after a family member? Nope

Last restaurant you went to? Sri Gading. Lol! Last Friday!

What did you dress up as for Halloween? ... *shivers*

What does your phone do when it receives a new text? Vibrates and rings to Tera Nasha.

Who is the next person you will kiss? Ask me when I do.

Have you ever passed out on the bathroom floor? No.

Ever kissed in the rain?  Naah!

This time last year, can you remember who you liked? Never had feelings for anyone. Oh wait, does Jay Sean counts? ;)

Would you ever kiss anyone over 16? Depends.

Does anybody have a tattoo with your name on it? I dont think so.

Where will you be 2 hours from now? In bed maybe.

Do you want things to change right now? A part of life. Yes.

Do you laugh? Yes! Alot actually!

Does your latest ex piss you off? Dont have an ex!

Is your life the same as it was a year ago? Not really. Lotsa changes. Hectic schedule all day long. 

Who's in the room with you? Jay Sean (on the poster) 

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you? It depends on the person. I honestly don't want anyone to tell me that for now. 

Have you kissed the same person more than 20 times in 2010? Yeap! Mum.

Were you happy last October? Woh, No idea!

Was '09 a good year for you? Nope!

Who was your first text message from for the new year? A pretty ridiculous Quest innit? New Year’s was 8 months ago!

What color is your hair? Dark black with few brown streaks on the left. I was born with it. 
Do you look decent when you wake up? LOL! Do I?

If there were no letters on the keys on your keyboard could you still type? NO.

Does the feeling of Christmas time make you happy? Not really! Eid and Diwali does the play for me!

Do you wear more t-shirts or dressy shirts? Tops!! Tees! 

Ever kissed someone whose name starts with a 'T'? Dont remember!

Does it matter if your bf/gf smokes? No.

Have you ever had your heart broken? :)

Do you have any weird inside jokes? Yeah 

When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in the face? Quite some time ago.

Have you ever had an Oreo with peanut butter? Never had any.

Your ex calls you to tell you they hate you, what would you say? I have got no Ex!

Would you rather kiss the last person you kissed or the second last? ....No idea!

Have you ever kissed someone with braces? Nope!

Should gay couples be allowed to adopt? Definitely!

Should they be allowed to marry? Of course! They’re humans, too!

Do you want to get married? Nope. Daddy's girl for life. 

Do you eat breakfast daily? Depends.

How old do you think you'll be when you have kids? Err..Wait. I'll be skipping this. Darn silly!

Have you ever liked someone older than you? Teenage crushes..

Can you honestly say that things are running smoothly for you? Not everything.

Can you sleep without blankets covering you? Nope.

Where's the last place you went besides your house?  Err.. House?!

Are your eyes the same colour as your dad's? Yeap.

Do you have to sleep with a television on? No.

What were you doing 12AM last night? Online.

Has anyone ever sang to you? Yeah! For birthday! Kuljeet! He sang "Sohni" by Prophec C!  

Does it make you mad when people stare at you?  Annoys me alot.

Have you ever had a really big fight with a best friend? Yes. Once. It was beyond stupid.

Do you wear your hood on your hoodie? Never

Are you the youngest person living in your house? Nope. 

Gummy bears or gummy worms? None!

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point, and isn't around now? Yeahh. My grand dad.

Has anyone ever told you that they wanted to be with you forever? I hate clingy people.

Would you rather get rid of autumn or spring? We don't get both seasons. But if I had to choose, I'd say Spring because Winter comes after Autumn and I wanna witness snow.

I had fun doing this tag :) I hope you had fun reading it. I think you would get to know me better too ;)

Love,Lyana Sulaiman.  

Friends without Face- The Frenemies

We sit and we type, and we stare at our screens,

We all have to wonder, what this possibly means.
With our mouse we roam, through the rooms in a maze,
Looking for something or someone, as we sit in a daze.


We chat with each other, we type all our woes,
Small groups we do form, and gang up on our foes.
We wait for somebody, to type out our name,
We want recognition, but it is always the same.


We hugs, and sometimes flirt,
In IMs we chat deeply, and reveal why we hurt.
We do form friendships - but - why we don't know,
But some of these friendships, will flourish and grow.


Why is it on screen, we can be so bold,
Telling our secrets, that have never been told.
Why is it we share, the thoughts in our mind,
With those we can't see, as though we were blind.


The answer is simple, it is as clear as a bell.
We all have our problems, and need someone to tell.
We can't tell "real" people, but tell someone we must,
So we turn to the 'computer', and to those we can trust.


Even though it is crazy, the truth still remains,
They are Friends Without Faces,
and odd little names deed for another day,
Morning has come in a special way,
May you smile like the sunny rays &
Leave your worries for some other day...


In Life when you get into trouble; don’t get nervous,
Just close your eyes and listen to your Heart;
Because the Heart may be on the left…


But it is always right !! 

Patience is a Virtue..

Happiness is a beautiful feeling. Cherish it while it lasts. Chase away your fears and you might be happily surprised what comes next. There rarely is a good reason behind most decisions made, but sometimes the wisest choices are the ones that lack rationalization.
 
You might be happily surprised by who is waiting for you when you step off the plane or in my case jump out of. If you allow the words and actions of outsiders to mandate how you live the carousel ride will never end. Let you and only you guide the way. However you get to happiness is up to you, just try not to loss sight of it when everyone around you appears more like the wicked witch than friends and family. 

There is a lot I could be writing about now, but for the first time in a long time I'm starting to understand why some people carefully create a very private life. It's easier not to get hurt or be humiliated when no one else knows about your failures or broken heart. I've come to respect this quality, but also come to hate the pressures it puts on others. 

If we have nothing to hide then what are we protecting? Fear of not being perfect? Are we afraid that everyone will see past the mysterious allure and unlock the truth? The truth is we try and chase away our fears by jumping out of planes, flying around the world pretending to be someone else, building walls around our heart, being a bully, 
being stubborn, speaking before thinking, because we are fragile and vulnerable. 

We are who we are. This can't be changed. So instead we have to learn to let go and learn to except that not every relationship will end well or with proper closure. You have to pick yourself up and continue making your way in the world minus one. You might actually enjoy the newfound freedom and determination and you never know where the road less traveled will take you. 

All About People

People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON, or a LIFETIME. When you figure out which it is, you know exactly what to do.
When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed outwardly or inwardly. 

They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally, or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend, and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up or out and force you to take a stand. 

What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled; their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and it is now time to move on.

When people come into your life for a SEASON, it is because your turn has come to share, grow, or learn. They may bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh. They may teach you something you have never done. They usually give you an unbelievable amount of joy. Believe it. It is real. But, only for a season.

LIFETIME relationships teach you lifetime lessons; those things you must build upon in order to have a solid emotional foundation. Your job is to accept the lesson, love the person/people (any way); and put what you have learned to use in all other relationships and areas of your life. It is said that love is blind but friendship is clairvoyant.