Letting Go.

To let go isn’t to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn’t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn’t about winning or losing. It’s not about pride and it’s not about how you appear, and it’s not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn’t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn’t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. It’s not about giving in or giving up. Letting go isn’t about loss and it’s not about defeat. To let go is to cherish the memories, but to overcome and move on. It is having an open mind confidence in the future. Letting go is learning and experiencing and growing. To let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. It’s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. Letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. Letting go is growing up. 

I've experienced this by myself. When I decide to let go, to take off the pain, to come back to path, to return in His way, everything in life seems better. I realize how much I've missed in life. I learned that He loves me way too much. Sending me more wonderful people in my life when He took one away. Its just that I was too blind to see. Blind folded with heart pain. But then it won't be fair for me to regret all I've done, cos back then living life that way was all I wanted to, and I lived it. And yes, everything happens for a reason, and here I am. Back to the normal me. After 12 months of tears, heart pain, bad health level, here I am. All pumped up for the new life, new people, new experience, new path and the same Him. :)