Wednesday

As Long You're With Me.



I would love to go on simple coffee dates or simple trips to the mall with you. Tell you jokes, so we can pick on each other and get on each others nerves. You bring flowers on occasions, as how you use to. Hold my hand and take me to places I’ve never been to. Blindfold each other eyes, and love with passion, so we we wouldn’t get distracted with our surroundings.

Let’s go to the park so we can play some sports together. Fall asleep in my arms if you’d had a long day. Those moments when you sing to me, no matter how bad you may sound. You’ll get me mad, and then when I put that puppy face, you kissed me and tell me you was kidding. I’ll give you space when needed, I won’t over shadow you, but I’ll be there. The days you use to tell me how beautiful I look on days when when I was hospitalized. And when you’re sad, I’ll stay on the phone with you, even if you’re not talking, just the mere consideration of staying and listening means more than anything to me. 

Let me massage your back when your stressed, lay down with me and let me comfort you with security. Slow dance with me, even if there’s no music. The beating of our hearts will play the melody we’ll need to hear. Let’s kiss in the rain and when it snows, let’s make a snowman. And when I’ve fallen in love with you I will tell you. I will spill out my feelings and explain how you are the only one I want to see myself with. Trust me, you’ll mean everything to me and I’ll say it from the bottom of my heart, I will give you everything if not even more.

Thursday

Falling for Best-Friends



It has been said that it is inevitable, that at some point in time in an opposite sex friendship one of the two will develop feelings for the other. That when two people click in any way shape or form it is hard to imagine your life without that person. I guess in a way it’s true, but not every one develops feelings.

 You have to realize that sometimes taking things to the next level is not going to be the ultimate best situation. Relationships are tricky enough when they are new. Knowing someone’s past discretion’s and the things that they have been through, the things you have seen them go through, makes things a little different. Love is not an easy situation, in anyway. I think if you want to take a chance to get to that next step, you have to be okay with possibly losing a friend. 

Taking that next step is scary. When it is with someone you already care deeply about, someone you already love, but have never fully really thought about having a relationship with. Any two people can make a relationship work; the key is both have to be willing to put forth the effort you know? At the end of the day you have to hope that what you two share is strong enough to conquer anything, even the risk of a broken heart. 

I think if you have undying feelings let them know, but if your friendship is solid, there really is no reason of why you have take it to the next level, whether you end up walking down the aisle, or being best friends, at least you have them in your life.. Still at times, when I look over it, I believe in telling the person you love, that you love them. To accept it or not, its the next level. Years later, you wouldn't want to regret for not expressing your love. Its just the matter of taking the risk. 










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"Every one has their best friend, boyfriend/girlfriend & true love. You're lucky if they're all the same person." 


Till we meet again, Adios!. 
Love,Lyana.

Wednesday

Personality or Popularity??



What does that word popular mean nowadays? What makes a person popular? Is it his/her ability to think wisely and be able to make correct decisions without screwing up? Is it the person who's nice, kind and helpful? Or is it the person who takes like 932856495 pictures of him/herself in front of a mirror and posts it on facebook? Sadly it's option number 3.

The society now has come to a point where what you see on the outside is what it is in the inside. Backwards from what it is right? For instance, a girl who has too much make up on, wears very little amount of clothing on herself, takes a million pictures of herself and uploads it on the internet, goes to parties, has a hot body, straightened her hair, plucked her eyebrows, shaved her legs and loads more is considered as a popular girl. Now, a boy that takes pictures of his body on uploads them on the internet, has the look and the hot body, goes to tons of parties, get drunk at every party, has loadsa 'girl'friends, has tons of cash, own the coolest ride and way more is considered a popular guy. Neither one of them needs to have personality, brains and a heart which is basically what makes a human being.

What happens to the person that is nice and yet can still have an awesome personality and likes to keep it to him/herself? What happens to them? The truth of the matter is, most of the time, when you are to see the so called 'popular' ones and the ones with the personality together and in real life, you would prefer the least popular one. Why? PERSONALITY. Not looks or whatever that makes them 'cool' or whatever you people call it.

People should stop judging and give everyone a chance and people SHOULD NOT THINK HIGHLY OF THEMSELVES. Just be who you are. Be what your momma gave you. Maybe we should love each other for what WE REALLY ARE and not what WE TRY TO BE!



The society should learn and  be able to accept that everyone is unique in one way or another. We all have our own personality, and its sad to see people who change themselves for the sake of gaining p-o-p-u-l-a-r-i-t-y! 


"Be who you are,Because those who matter wont mind,and those who mind wont matter."

And for me, I'm no beauty queen. Just the beautiful me. 
 Adios!

Monday

FACEBOOK.


It seems like Facebook define our lives these days. Which explains why Leroy promptly deleted his Facebook. He hates anything like this. I wish I had the guts to delete my Facebook..but I don't.

My father, who is also on Facebook, once left an incriminating comment on someone's page. Being the sibuk I am, I went into my dad's account and deleted the comment. I told my dad that I will delete his entire account if he leaves comments like that. To which my dad said,

"If you delete my Facebook, I'll bring you to court"

Yes, apparently..we cannot live without this social networking site. Everything is about what's said on Facebook..what's not said..what relationships are up..what relationships are not up and who said what on who's page. It is starting to get a tad bit annoying. Kan?

I don't know whats wrong with me, but but but, every thing about Facebook just annoys me. Like Shalini said, the way people write Telugu-Christian or Malayalam-Hindu in the space for religion. Religion is religion lah. Kenape tak pandai cam tu?

Or the 1202320392039209 random friend request. No, I don't want to be your friend. I won't approve you if I don't know you. I don't care if you want to be my friend. Seriously lah. 

"Roses are red, 
Violets are blue,
Thousands of mutuals,
Yet,who the hell are you?"..... 


I'm only in it for the chats. And the fact that I get to leave stupid messages on my friend's wall like "You love Justin Beiber!" or something like that.

And O.M.G..you know the random tags. Like they tag you in some stupid picture and then you get like 232329392039 notifications because some random people have commented on that picture. I mean, if it's a real picture pun takpe..this one like some random sayings or what..malas lah. No need ok.

And then sometimes, people's shout out really annoys me. I know, to each its own. But when you write like this do u 1 2 go 4 a mv ltr *_*? Howww annoying is that? Or when people replace the 's' with 'z'. Super irritating. And when they dont use smileys like :) :D :(  or what so ever during the conversation! Oh puhleeze lah. Im chatting with someone, not a ROBOT! Show me your emotions lah atleast.

And the photos. O.M.G. You upload a picture with the caption "ah..i look ugly here". Kalau ugly, don't upload lah! And then there are those who purposely upload suggestive pictures of themselves. Why? Why? Tell me why? Are you that pathetic that you need approval from random people on Facebook?

I'm assuming..I'm gonna be a whole lot less popular on Facebook after this but it's okay. Remove me if you must. I don't really care.

I'm just having a bad day. Thats all. No its not PMS nor Stressed. Hell yeah,maybe stressed. Too much drama in life.  Sorry. Tiada kaitan with hidup atau mati. Don't terasa with this post. It's just random..  PLEASE excuse my very-the-bad-and-terrible language, Im in no mood to check. My apologize for the grammar and spelling mistakes. (Im sure there are many!) 



Adios! :) 

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